I know it’s because I’ve been feeling so empty with my sister spending so much time with her sister in law and my girlfriend working. I really need a second job but I’m so scared of that process. I don’t drive and I don’t want to have to rely on people to give me rides but I’m at a point where I HAVE to do something. I hate my current job and I really need to start making more money since my girlfriend and I plan on moving in a year. That’s so scary considering there are still traits about her that get under my skin. I really wish I had someone to talk to about these things. Instead I blog about it…